Ashley

Ashley...what ever happened to our dreams?

We first met in seventh grade. I really don't remember how it happened but I think it had something to do with lunch. I know we had a lot of classes together and I think I came and sat with you at lunch. We hit it off instantly. Soon we were best friends. As time went on we found out we were sisters of the heart. We were going to live together during college, move to a big city together, and raise our kids together. We had the perfect man picked out and the perfect life. We joked about me setting of a bomb the was supposed to kill you because of your job. (Weird I know) What happened to all that?

I remember all the times you told me those guys didn't matter or that it would be okay. I remember us talking about the worst of our problems and the best of our days. One of my favorite memories is when you and me were talking to Ken at the same time and I would beat you to something you wanted to say or you'd beat me to it and we would laugh so hard about it. Your brother thought we were crazy then and I suppose he still thinks we are. So..what happened to all of that?

I remember the first time you hit me, all because of Miggie. I was in shock but I wasn't mad. Josh had to carry me across the grass because of stickers. That trip was the greatest. Six Flags. I remember so many things about our relationship. What happened?

I know it started before the whole drama, we were growing apart. I remember I yelled at you because of something. You had been hitting me or something and I was tired of it. We stopped hanging out as much and I had to stop hula. I love to dance, man how I love it, but Ash I didn't have the money. Even if I could of went to practice I would of never been able to buy the costumes. I just couldn't do it this year. I'm sorry.

No matter what ever happened to us Ashley, no matter the drama or the fights or whatever, you are always the sister of my heart.